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By day two, Feliciano didn't know what to do with himself anymore.
It had only been two days! It wasn't like he didn't get to see Ludwig at all; he saw him all the time at the meetings! But there was no way that seeing him at the meetings could make up for seeing him the way he had been seeing him for the past months!
They didn't even get to sit
next to each other; instead, he was stuck between his brother and Antionio, only able to listen to Ludwig's booming voice from afar, absentmindedly doodling on his reports as Lovino and Antonio bickered (well, it was mostly Lovi angrily whispering at the Spainard, but stiil!).
And it wasn't like Ludwig didn't keep his promise he made on there way up to the meeting; they got to eat together, which was really nice, and Feliciano really liked it! But...it wasn't the
same! Even if it was wonderful to be able to talk to his lover after long meetings full of arguments and stress, it could never replace those peaceful, private meals at home. And he couldn't even give Ludwig any hugs and kisses, because there was always someone around! Well, except for the few that he would steal here and there, but it still wasn't the same!
Feliciano ambled out of his bathroom after a long shower and plopped down on his bed, naked and hair still dripping wet. This wasn't fun at all, it was just like he thought it would be!
Sure, he still got to see Ludwig and everything...but whenever it became nighttime, everything just seemed so much worse! Without Ludwig there next to him, it was really hard to sleep; he was so used to having Ludwig's warmth and feeling his arms around him, keeping him safe. But without him...without him he couldn't sleep at all! And it was even harder knowing that he was just in the next room!
Any conviction had long died; the Italian sighed and whimpered and pouted, burying his face into the pillows and kicking his feet against the bed. This wasn't fun at all! It wasn't fair! Ludwig was too stubborn!
...and it's so appropriately on a new page! *tosses life back into the Camp*